Saturday, October 30, 2004

Man will occasionally stumble over the truth, but usually manages to pick himself up, walk over or around it, and carry on.- Winston Churchill

I Create My Day

"I wake up in the morning, and I consciously create my day the way I want it to happen. Now, sometimes, because my mind is examining all the things that I need to get done, it takes me a little bit to settle down, and get to the point, of where I'm actually intentionally creating my day. But here's the thing."

"When I create my day, and out of nowhere, little things happen that are so unexplainable, I know that they are the process or the result of my creation. And the more I do that, the more I build a neural net, in my brain, that I accept that that's possible. Gives me the power and the incentive to do it the next day."



"So, if we're consciously designing our destiny, if we're consciously, from a spiritual standpoint, throwing in what the idea that our thoughts can affect our reality or affect our life, because reality equals life. Then, I have this little pact that I have when I create my day."

"I say, I'm taking this time to create my day, and I'm infecting the Quantum Field. Now, if it is in fact, the observer's watching me the whole time that I'm doing this, and there is a spiritual aspect to myself. Then, show me a sign today, that you paid attention to any one of these things that I created, and bring them in a way that I won't expect."

"So, I'm as surprised as the- as the- at my ability to be able to experience these things, and make it so that I have no doubt that its come from you. And so, I live my life, in a sense, all day long, thinking about being a genius, or thinking about being the glory and the power of God, or thinking about being Unconditional Love."

"I'll use living as a genius, for example. And as I do that, during parts of the day, I'll have thoughts that are so amazing, that cause a chill in my physical body, that have come from nowhere. But then, I remember that that thought has an associated energy, that's produced an effect in my physical body."

"Now, that's a subjective experience, but the truth is is that I don't think that unless I was creating my day to have unlimited thought, that that thought would come."


(Dr. Joe Dispenza in “What the #$BLEEP*! Do We Know!?”)

Friday, October 29, 2004

Fall to Pieces

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling

written by Velvet Revolver

Saturday, October 09, 2004

the water

oh, the waterbrings me to my knees
i feel the sorrow in a land of many deceased
oh the places that I've urned to be
without your inspiration
i'm a soul lost at sea

She stand and watches me
Staring from the inside out
Sharing words of unity
Watching faces on the ground
And she’s wondering
And she’s wondering

How we got found
say, i can see the lightning
how it brightens up the sky
even though i am naked
i can drown but i can't die

oh the places
that I've urned to bewithout your inspiration
i'm a soul lost at sea
oh I can feel IT BURNING
DEEP IN SIDE my HEART
And THOUGH we are still learning
I am blinded by the dark

She stand and watches me
Staring from the inside out
Sharing words of unity
scattered faces on the ground
And she’s wondering
And she’s wondering

How we got found
How we got found
How we got found

© b. honsberger/c. bergsma 1990

i have changed

I have changed
I am not what I said I would be
I have changed
I have broken all my promises to me
I have changed
A warrior, a soul untamed


I have changed

Now I’ll be watching tomorrow while I am here today
YOU Tell me your story, YOU tell me your pain
BUT DO YOU hear me…..oh PLEASE hear me. .

We have changed
Into a world full of blame
We have changed
Into a world full of pain
We have changed
We have Lost our inside of the day

We have changed
Now I’ll be watching tomorrow while I am here today
YOU Tell me youR story, YOU tell me your pain
BUT DO YOU hear me…..oh PLEASE hear me. .

I am different
The way things are unknown to you and me
I am different
To everything you said I would be
I am different
I can’t reach your soul, I can’t breath

We have changed

Now I’ll be watching tomorrow while I am here today
YOU Tell me youR story, YOU tell me your pain
BUT DO YOU hear me…..oh PLEASE hear me. .I have changed, oh please hear me….

© c. bergsma 2004